do you ever just reflect on your original goals and dreams and wonder if they're still the same?
believe it or not, my dream was always to become a disney channel star and I made pretty much all my internet activity "disney friendly" and never posted any profanity or disturbing content, except for occasional dark or strange humour
recently I had this realisation that I have grown out of this dream and that I rather want to become myself than a disney star and I feel like I released myself from some kind of censorship cage and feel more freedom in the art that I create and post (by art I mean the things that I (want to) create, not necessarily the stuff I posted to the art portal lol)
I was always worried too much that I was gonna mess up my chances there somehow while in reality, no one would really care if I ever posted something that isn't disney friendly, especially here on newgrounds!
I gotta learn to appreciate myself more and care less about what others think about me and more what's great about me
I've been obsessed with psychology and improving myself, hopefully this will provide some beautiful results in the future!