personal development

do you ever just reflect on your original goals and dreams and wonder if they're still the same?

believe it or not, my dream was always to become a disney channel star and I made pretty much all my internet activity "disney friendly" and never posted any profanity or disturbing content, except for occasional dark or strange humour

recently I had this realisation that I have grown out of this dream and that I rather want to become myself than a disney star and I feel like I released myself from some kind of censorship cage and feel more freedom in the art that I create and post (by art I mean the things that I (want to) create, not necessarily the stuff I posted to the art portal lol)

I was always worried too much that I was gonna mess up my chances there somehow while in reality, no one would really care if I ever posted something that isn't disney friendly, especially here on newgrounds!
I gotta learn to appreciate myself more and care less about what others think about me and more what's great about me

I've been obsessed with psychology and improving myself, hopefully this will provide some beautiful results in the future!

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davidpuralocura 2018-08-19 21:41:31

dont we all want to be a better person?

Zerodecoole 2018-08-19 21:41:31

I hope so

BinaryCoding 2018-10-25 09:38:50

I will continue to use any format to reach communication with you on an honest level - I mean (gutturally/spiritually/ brutal) .... shit suffering hurts - ouch!!! OK so there are facts, options, denial or a continually an opportunity each moment / each day to handover and surrender the outcome and discuss (from the deepest of your 'inners' how you really and i mean really (authentically) wish to live. With carried shame and unresolved 'blocked denial' or let it out and be yourself - every one us is flawed- fucked it i was born perfectly broken and although some may say a little crazy in the head- no actually I'm not .... I have accepted my most broken pieces and somehow survived to continue and heal - love and connection azizam xx

Zerodecoole 2018-10-25 09:38:50

what do you mean by "any format to reach communication with you" ?

BinaryCoding 2018-10-25 09:48:11

@davidpuralocura @Zerodecoole hope is fallible - faith in you and connection .... ( not dogma ) or jeez if everything just works out perhaps it'll all be ok because i maybe just need to hope so ... - f / it - love!!! its all love and a way to accept and forgive - don't have that one yet xx

Alucard 2019-06-19 12:01:10

That's good that you broke that chain in your life, we must always do things we believe! <3

Zerodecoole 2019-06-19 12:01:10

Definitely! :U